here i lie,
cat
am i
feral or wild
tiger or cat
none of it is a simple as that.
where i begin, so do You.
here i lie,
cat
am i
feral or wild
tiger or cat
none of it is a simple as that.
where i begin, so do You.
are you alive?
you are so still –
how is it so difficult to tell
life from death?
a frozen moment –
my footfall failed
toes in midair,
i see You there.
you are no snake in the grass –
a lizard of glass.
life is transparently held like breath
on the inhale.
I blink, you are gone.
time and breath unfrozen on an exhale.
horrors present
as we fail to live in the present.
we say don’t complain,
train!
and yet fail to listen and learn.
RELATIONSHIPS
need
holy balance,
we teeter on the brink
as we insist we are the pinnacle.
we stand on the nose,
ignorant that we are the thumb
that makes the rude gestures to the Gods we ourselves create
and
then
blame
them
for our faults.
Oh Great Mystery – hold us all gently in your big sea,
as we learn to swim together.
please stop telling me you don’t know,
as if that was some how better.
than saying,
i will see, or find, or seek it out
or
teach me.
or
simply,
i am here.
you fall asleep in my hand,
i fall asleep in your heart
may we both awaken together.
and then you fart.
this is real.
awake, we dream.
noo, Cairina, such a term of endearment – are not all our names?
Moschata – Muscovy
um…um…um..er….
where is my purr?
sometimes are just like that.
and some are like this.
either way
it’s all okay.
like tomorrow, today can be another day.